I was a college student when I was dating and getting ready to marry Josh. I couldn’t focus to save my life at that time. All I could think about was him, and what the world was going to be like with him as a part of my every day. I still have a hard time not thinking about him when we’re away from each other.
I am a college student again. And there’s this new little person to add to my focus issue. I am sitting at my computer, logged on to my class, trying to write an essay on crime and gun control, and all I want to do is hold my sleeping baby. It doesn’t help that there is a picture of her on my desk…or that I am listening to a Baby Praise album on my iTunes…all while hearing her make adorable noises in her sleep through the monitor.
Almost ten years ago, I was dreaming about a future with Josh. I longed to know what that would be like, and couldn’t have dreamed it would be this amazing. Well, now our "future" is laying quietly in her crib. How is a mommy to get any work done while her dream is dreaming away just a room away?